Get the fuck up!

I'm my own worse enemy
Cause I sabotage
My one chance to be happy
It's a mirage
I see from a distance from where I stand
Then I dive head first into the desert sand

Throw myself into isolation
In the prison of my own creation
I am guilty of taking up space
So please just sentence me
Throw out the key
Now I'm erased

Whoa!
It's heavy on my chest
Whoa!
Will the feeling always last?
Whoa!
Can I turn it all around?
Whoa!
Before I'm ashes

Something's got to give
Tonight
I pledge to shed this burden
It really seems like I can never
Ever find
Just what it is I'm searching for
Now it feels like it's
Impossible to do
This In my current state of mind
Condemned for life
Cause I know I'm
I am my own dead weight!

Get the fuck up!

Tomorrow is another day
For me to
Feel like I am wasting away
Let's find a cemetery
Where we can pick the spot
Where I will soon be buried

Fuck these thoughts
I've had enough of
self hatred
I don't want to die
I don't want to
feel this pain
A crossroad I am too familiar with
Should I try or should I die
It's fucking bullshit

Whoa!
It's heavy on my chest
Whoa!
Will the feeling always last?
Whoa!
Can I turn it all around?
Whoa!
Before I'm ashes

Something's got to give
Tonight
I pledge to shed this burden
It really seems like I can never
Ever find
Just what it is I'm looking for
Now it kind of feels like it's
Impossible
In my current state of mind
Condemned for life
Cause I know I'm
I am my own dead weight!

Shed this dead weight
Before I break
Death will have to wait
This is my fate
To overcome all of my struggles
Leave them all behind and face tomorrow

Get the fuck up