At midnight is when I ponder my deepest thoughts and feels
I'm talkin' the ones that strike like electric eels
Hard to indicate 'cause it reveals
Truth behind the mask I call my temper
Been since as long as I remember
Feelings inside are all the members
Of the scary nights of the deep dark December
December deep dark
That's when I entered and left a fat mark
Began exploring like I was Lewis and Clark
Told my fellas "It was my time for me to embark"
The mission of my life
Adrenaline floods, I was stabbed by the knife
It contradicted my strife
Oh, but then it was alright as soon as God gave me my wife
What's going on middle of December now?
What's going on middle of December now?
Deep dark December
Each new year feels like I'm being dismembered
Slowly dying the ember
Sick compared to Thanksgiving and September
November and Thanksgiving
breath of fresh air, at last feels like I'm livin'
But life left unforgiven
For now I'm crafting my better beginning
Now, I don't know if talking to my thoughts is good
Not understood
If I could empathize with me
Oh yes, I would
Uh
It leaks out December
Into spring-time it rattles my temper
Temper put out by infection
Not by selection, but interception
It's not his fault
He woulda died, if were not for me
December can be bad
But not as bad as the midst of double 2
Bouncing right back
Feelin' good as ever
Learning to enjoy all the time
It's getting better
What's going on middle of December now?
What's going on middle of December now?
Deep dark December
Each new year feels like I'm being dismembered
Slowly dying the ember
Sick compared to Thanksgiving and September
November and Thanksgiving
breath of fresh air, at last feels like I'm livin'
But life left unforgiven
For now I'm crafting my better beginning
Deep dark December
Brand new December
Deep dark December
Each new year feels like I'm being dismembered
Slowly dying the ember
Sick compared to Thanksgiving and September
November and Thanksgiving
breath of fresh air, at last feels like I'm livin'
But life left unforgiven
For now I'm crafting my better beginning