I don't want to live
Cause my life isn't lacquered
I take a little sip
Yeah the time goes by faster
I wanna wash away
Every thought in my mind
Don't know what else to say
Imma live just to die
Homie please pick up the phone
We know that you home alone
And my heart is always beating but I swear it fucking froze
Cause this world is fucking cold
Something everybody knows
And I have to keep a gun
So I ain't the one that fucking goes
Bitch I'm popping straight prescriptions
No more taking OTCs
Yeah you saying that you love me
But those lies they can't deceive
And I actually think it's funny
That you think he really cares
If I didn't give a fuck
Do you think he really cares
Cause I gave you all my love
So you can give me fucking stares
Filled with nothing but regret
All your hate I had to bear
If I really opened up
You would have more hate to spare
But I can't share my emotions
Cause you treat them like they're rare
I don't want to live
Cause my life isn't lacquered
I take a little sip
Yeah the time goes by faster
I wanna wash away
Every thought in my mind
Don't know what else to say
Imma live just to die
I don't want to live
Cause my life isn't lacquered
I take a little sip
Yeah the time goes by faster
I wanna wash away
Every thought in my mind
Don't know what else to say
Imma live just to die