I struggle to find the words to say to
Properly help convey
What's going on inside my mind
So I tend to shut it down
And put on a smile to hide the frown
And pretend that I'm fine
It's like everyone wore black but I didn't get the memo
It's like singing a song following the wrong tempo
It's like I feel in colour and you feel in black and white
Wish that you could understand me
But I know that you'll never know
And I wish you could see what I see
But I know that you'll never know
And I could explain it a thousand times
But I know you won't get how I feel inside
So I'll just keep dancing on my own
I'm too emotional, I'm the problem
So I hide my feelings thinking that it'll solve them
Don't be dramatic, don't you dare make a scene
So I'll put on my costume for little miss perfect
And prove to the world that I am worth it
While there's chaos bursting at my seams
It's like playing a game without knowing the rules
It's like building a sculpture without any tools
It's like never really knowing how or where to start
Wish that you could understand me
But I know that you'll never know
And I wish you could see what I see
But I know that you'll never know
And I could explain it a thousand times
But I know you won't get how I feel inside
So I'll just keep dancing on my own
It's like going all day with your sweater inside out
It's like no one understands what you're talking about
It's like five people talking to you at the same time
And then asking you why you don't have a clear mind
It's like I'm a cat in a world full of dogs
It's like being a fish trying to jump like a frog
It's like dancing to a song but you can't hear the beat
It's like something's missing to make you complete
Wish that you could understand me
But I know that you'll never know