I got a lot on my mind sometime it's hard to articulate it
Every couple months I end up in a new situation
People say they love me but don't know how to demonstrate it
Enough to go around with all this pain I accumulated
Born in 94 but I relate to my 80's babies
That's probably why I feel a disconnect from this generation
Used to take things personal I was blaming myself
Now I'll be damned if I let these niggas phase me

Now I'll be damned if i let somebody knock me off my square
I been growing every year
Cause the shit that used to bother me now I don't even care
I don't even recognize myself when I look in the mirror
Thought I was long way from happiness but things are closer than they appear
I had to get my mind right to blossom in my career
I realized the only opposition I had was fear
I used to couldn't cry but last night I shed a tear

Wish I could go back and talk to my younger self
I'd tell him you God nigga don't judge ya self
Let go of that pride nigga always love ya self
& keep spitting them rhymes cause nigga you somethin else
Them shorties did you wrong cause nigga they wasn't well
& you was just young and naive you couldn't tell
If they don't love they self how they gone care bout how you feel
I heard the younger me respond like dawg that's real
Dawg that's real

& it don't get no realer than that
It make sense now how all my exes wanted me back
But when they hit my phone now I don't know how to react
Most I could do is wish you well and maybe follow you back

Too focus on my future to get caught in the past
So not even that
I think we should just leave it where it's at
They don't know what I done came from they just see where I'm at
& that's the problem right there dawg it's deep than just rap

That's the problem right there dawg it's deep than just rap
That's the problem right there

Working through the problems in my life
Got a lot of trauma I can't hide
Got everybody back but who got mine
But no matter what can't stop my grind

Working through these problems, yea
Healing from my trauma, yea
Can't let em knock me off my grind
Got everybody back, who got mine?

Who got me?