And you've done nothing
to be in the position you're in
And I'm still wondering
Which part of my heart is missing
I'll go to the water
To find a way to cleanse my soul
You'll witness the slaughter
Of all the things you held so close
I've been calculating failure rates
And checking back on where I went wrong
I've been tracing back the ties I have
To try to find out where I belong
I once saw forever
Through the eyes of someone else
The glow slowly faded
As I watched her find out who I am
I prayed for an option
Hated what was given to me
I searched for direcction
But I'm wandering aimlessly
I've been calculating failure rates
And checking back on where I went wrong
I've been tracing back the ties I have
To try to find out where I belong
I've been finding all the X's
On treasure maps that I made up myself
And I've been crossing T's and dotting I's
And wishing I were doing something else
Cover of the night
You'll be out of sight
But never out of mind