I’m a product of my own fear
I don’t really know how I got here
God, Yea
I know that your out there
I just need a little help
I’ve been staying to myself
Trying to figure out the next move

Invest a lot into peace

So I’m back on the beats
Then back on my feet
Till I get knocked down
By the fear when it comes back around.

But I’m stuck in a cycle
Never know when I might go
Off the deep end
A little bit psycho


I could find the hurt.
Dig up to the surface.
Then I feel worthless
Is it worth this.

Validation is a curse
But I heard
This is where to start.
So Tear it apart
Like a poisonous dart
Like a flame to the dark

But I know where my heart is

So as long as I live
Imma give
Everything that I can to the man
That carried my sins to the cross

Yea I’ve been lost
Haven’t we all
How many
Skeletons hide in the walls.

Story’s untold
Put em in the light
Watch them
Unfold.

Still
Not perfect
Never will be
But I keep working
Till I feel free

Wanna know a little bit about me.
I struggle every day
From the past that I had.
And Addiction is real
Handed down from my dad.
12 years I’ve been clean

But the devil found a way to slip it into my dreams.
I wake up
Mad at myself.
To ashamed to talk yea
That doesn’t help
If i do talk
Then I’m walking right back at fear.

Did I sharpen the blades
And they
Dont really care.

I don’t dare
Hang around in a store
I get what I need back out the door.
Stay longer

Than i think it should take
Im mapping the building
To plan an escape.

Doc tells me it’s irrational fear
But turn on the news
(yea)it’s all I hear.

“ I’m a product of my own fear
Im a product of my own fear


Have you ever wanted
To be more
Gods plan at the door
Demons in your mind
Saying give us more.
Do you think your free

Stop talking to me

I dont ever
Throw a stone
Let alone
Break a promise
Stay honest
Pay hommage

To the people
That're there for me
Didn't see
What you seen
So a dream was a dream
Thats all it would be
Then you showed me
Its ok
Its Ok TO BE ME

Now im thankful

For the cards that was delt.
For abundance
And health
Not giving up
On myself
Living up to my
Expectations
While i'm waiting
For the Lord to return
Be the best that I can while I'm hear
Is the lessons i've learned

But i'm still
Product of my own fear
I'm a product of my own fear
I dont really know how i got here.



Paint a picture let the world stair!
At the end of the day, they won't be there.
Never see where you came from
Remain under the radar
Stay far
From the life that you lived
Be a good
Example for the kids.

Thats where it starts
Weather we like it or not
Trace issues right back to the spot
When you dad would just drop
From an OD
On the floor

Then go back to get more
We were pore
What's important
As a kid I absorbed this

I'm a product of my own fear
I don't really know how I got here.
God yeah I know that your out there.
I just need a little help I Been staying to myself
Trying to figure out the next move!