Unexplainable thoughts
I have 9 on this December morning
Is this day tacked on your calendar
It's been a row of fruitful seasons
Subtract one from me for not being around
My declining seasons seem mundane
I don't have birth moments like you
Just hope & anticipation
So I tag on to yours
Your Birthday's an epiphany
I give it room service
A bump up from gravity
A blessing you're around
Albeit opposite ends of coasts
Though the reasons are here In the flesh and bones of you celebrating
Nothing is out of the ordinary you do you in Los Angeles
And I am still me
Still swaying with what's left of your sweet aura in New York City
What a deserted place on this elevated day
Dragging out my side that's stuck in the moments
It's the time of the season to change
To renew the old like me
The Seasonal winds of change
Ripping me away from you
Drifting parts of me fall like leaves
My days slapped around in mid-air
Landing under the cruel footsteps of the years
Gone forever
Without sharing it with you
I longed to impregnate your thoughts of me
To crave me just for one season
To say I was there for a reason
Like the day everyone loved you
The day you landed from your mother's ship
I longed for a chance to hold you
Speak to you face to face
To tell you that all I have is this poem in a song
& I wish you a happy birthday (elcee)
Happy birthday elcee
And hope all is well