On her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie
Rejected in the scope of ascendance
An easy enemy in chronicle order
In my dilemma I have dual answers
Loving you is an acquired taste & patience
Patience like mummifying high-stoned butterflies
Because they resist the least
Couldn't have had a better
Adverse drug burn inside
I save the effect of your smile for the last hit
An illusion whispering to me
Everything is alright for you that is
And I'm here phening on a photo
Hello beautiful face confessing into a void
A streak in the midnight sky inspires me
To scratch your name gracefully off old returned mail
I'm working on better lies
But no one survives you anyway
I just want to die for a little longer
Abundance is over there
On the other side, with the flock praising you
I'm passed that phase
But I hate to be myself's bearer of bad news
A rip in the fabric of a dark diary tale
Of a junkie
I smell the lies in the pores of your skin
The hollow memories are easier to murder
Under the disguised colored smoke of needing you
The cost of a free fall paid dearly
My head in a trance
Absorbing the crowd's "hell yeah" chanting to want you scattered around
And me on my way down, letting you go even though I don't want to
But I have to with a sad smile
I high-slingshot myself again up to your level
Like an addicted smile junkie
Attached to a paranormal code
To southern doors takes me north
I hustle down apex matches
In empty arenas proving myself a golden glove loser
I skip winning the souvenir
Collect the haze of withdrawal
On my way out
Nice to see you again beautiful in this lonesome high
I'll see you again
Like a smile junkie ought to
On the far side, I'm a favored junkie
Rejected in the scope of ascendance an easy enemy in chronicle order
Like an addicted smile junkie