Six month sober streak goes down to zero
The guilt is drowning me, they think I'm a hero
The pit of my stomach's a dark fucking place
Does sick enough even exist
No matter how tiny the wrist
A new worse goal always awaits
Now I morph into the undesirable
I wish my brain was rewireable
Guess I'm a fuck up
I can't do shit right
I can't eat my supper
The future's not bright
Yeah I'm a fuck up
All cause my body ain't light
Therapist's saying I have a perfect body
Shouldn't you know that's not what I see
My mind's eye is going blind
Now I morph into the undesirable
I wish my brain was rewireable
Guess I'm a fuck up
I can't do shit right
I can't eat my supper
The future's not bright
Yeah I'm a fuck up
All cause my body ain't light
Fuck up
Can't do shit right
Can't eat my supper
Future's not bright
Fuck up
All cause my body ain't light