Four walls surround my bedroom floor
Each one is covered in decor
But they've lost the warmth they had before
So it looks more like an eyesore
I called the doctor on my phone
I said there's something heavy in my bones
And I feel it most when I think of how I've grown
And he told me I'm homesick
But I was at home
My height is marked on the frame of the door
But my memories here feel like folklore
Maybe this house was my home when I was four
But nothing's the same anymore
I called the doctor on my phone
I said there's something heavy in my bones
And I feel it most when I think of how I've grown
And he told me I'm homesick
But I was at home
And my mind's eye is blind but I can see the scene
Of a house in a forest of evergreens
With a river to extinguish those made of gasoline
That makes it all worth living past fourteen