I always knew you were alluring
But I never thought I'd fall for you
I told myself a promise
But the storm has captured me too
And before I realized it
You had me locked with you
And I guess I became fine with it
But that's what they say you do
You got me, got me needing you
Even when I need space from you
Everyday now you got me fucked me up
You're my heaven and my hell
Little did I know, I'd do the things I never said I'd do to myself
I built a wall of protection
But that doesn't stop a sinkhole
Running to you for solace
Cause the cycle is out of control
And before I realized it
You had me locked with you
And I guess I became fine with it
But that's what they say you do
You got me, got me needing you
Even when I need space from you
Everyday now you got me fucked me up
You're my heaven and my hell
Little did I know, I'd do the things I never said I'd do to myself
Oh I never thought I'd do this
But I keep going back to it