Your tired face - I feel nothing when I see it
I don't know what that means
but I guess I must be dreaming
are you in bed yet
and are you sleeping tight
can I wake you up
cause I can't sleep alright
sometimes - I wish I wouldn't feel love
pass me by - am I even real, love?
I hate you so much
I am exploding - I am imploding
I am taking myself
through this mess - you've caused
that was never what I wanted
at all
I don't think I'm - made for this
it's making me sick and I don't wanna feel sick again
why is it easier
to feel angry than sad
I swallow the pain - now I am just dead
and I don't wanna live like that
sometimes - I wish I wouldn't feel love
pass me by - am I even real, love?
I hate you so much
I am exploding - I am imploding
I am taking myself
through this mess - you've caused
that was never what I wanted
at all
I hate you so much
I am exploding - I am imploding
I am taking myself
through this mess - you've caused
that was never what I wanted
at all
at all
at all"