Beginnings frighten me
I lose control
I wanna know
I need to throw

With the need to run
All you do is stay
Addicted to your skin
I move away

Oh well yes you like it now
But when the walls come down
When the hands don't feel the same
'Cause me you can't tame

What if I talk my own way
I know I won't fit in
And maybe you won't
Let it happen

I'm scared to be the only
Afraid to be the main
I'm afraid of the pain
I just want it to remain

So stay with someone else
It would save us from the pain
I know we're meant to be
But what is locked is my brain

So how can I be sure
Breathing you in
Makes me want you more
I need your skin

So what if I fuck up
I told you I'm weird
What if we can't touch
And time will appear

Oh well yes you like it now
But when the walls come down
When the hands don't feel the same
'Cause me you can't tame

What if I talk my own way
I know I won't fit in
And maybe you won't
Let it happen

I'm scared to be the only
Afraid to be the main
I'm afraid of the pain
I just want it to remain

So stay with someone else
It would save us from the pain
I know we're meant to be
But what is locked is my brain

Be the only
I'm scared to be the only
Be the main
Afraid of the pain
Oh I'm scared
Want it to remain
Stay with someone else
Save us from the pain
I know we're meant to be
What is locked it my brain