9mm painkiller orally
Suicide on my mind perpetually
Engulfed in a cesspool cognitively
In dire need
Of serenity
Voices in my head are a cacophony
My life isn’t flowing like a symphony
Self hate comes so naturally
Saturated in this misery
I got no remedy
Welcome to insanity
People all around me telling me to get a life
But how does one live when they just wanna die
Ernest Hemingway
Inevitable suicide
I wanna go awol
From this fucking life
Everyday I wake up
With one thought that’s on my mind
what’s the point of life
and why the fuck do we live if we die
I don’t see the purpose in this shit
Believe me I have tried
People seek religion as a comfort
It will be divine
That’s what they think it’ll be like when it’s time to say good bye
I know it’s all just placebo
I won’t feed into the lies
Rather face the truth
Then live by rules that don’t apply
So I put the pistol to my head
And smile as I fire
9mm painkiller orally
Suicide on my mind perpetually
Engulfed in a cesspool cognitively
In dire need
Of serenity