I know you're with me but do you be thinking bout him when you're home and alone
Do you be thinking bout times that you shared way before
Times where I wasn't involved
Times where I wasn't the one on your mind
And times where I wasn't the one you would call
You told me that that was all old
But when I look back it just doesn't seem like it was far
Am I the same
Am I just waiting until I'm replaced
Is it all real or is it just something to do when you start feeling stuck in your place
Is it a game, am I getting played
What happens to me and to us when you get sick of seeing my face
Are all the things that you told to me true
Am I new different type of a case
Or am I the same
Do you still care
Do you hold feelings that you don't declare
Do you still think about him and compare
Do you still talk about him to your friends when I'm not there
Do you miss all of the things that he did and all of the things to which I'm not aware
Do you still think a connection might flare or has a connection just always been there
This shit been hard, it's like I just really can't tell if I made the wrong choice from the start
It feels like I'm stuck in a box with the walls closing in and a string holds what's left of my heart
I know that I'm feeling some way and I know that you're feeling the way that my mood falls apart
When you bring up things from your past 'cuz I really can't tell if those feelings are something forgot
I'm sorry
I should've said it long ago
I'm sorry
But I feel this way too much I can't let it go
Am I the same
Am I just waiting until I'm replaced
Is it all real or is it just something to do when you start feeling stuck in your place
Is it a game, am I getting played
What happens to me and to us when you get sick of seeing my face
Are all the things that you told to me true
Am I new different type of a case
Or am I the same
Am I the same when you look at me
Do I still push all the buttons I should and make you feel the happiest
Or is it similar like when we met and I told you like how was my day
And then you responded with I didn't ask
I wonder when you talk to him is my music still playing
I say we stay friends 'cuz you're taking and draining my happiness
Always got something to say when you're sad, but when I talk bout all the problems I had
You changing and sending me blanks in snaps
You told me you wanna feel special I guess I just didn't provide you with that
Damn, that's all a fact
Always knew I wasn't really an option
My bad I thought I would have chances on loving
The feelings been grabbing my heart and it's shoving
I think my heart raw it needs time in the oven
I'm still not prepared to drop you into nothing
I wonder what he can do better but that thought is toxic
Shit, I'm just being honest
Tell me when I've said enough and I'll stop it
Tell me, Tell me
Should I be prepared
'Cuz I'm not prepared
Another might push me right off of the edge
It might cause a tear
A feeling of love to turn into despair
A feeling of trust to become something rare
My feelings for you to become something scarce