This Note I write will be the last One
And I want you all to know
I don’t wanna cause you sorrow
But it’s time for me to go

Lost my Faith and Dedication
And the Fire in my Soul
Has burned out along the Way
So I can no longer stay

Sleep with my Eyes open wide
This is gentle Suicide
With the Demons at my Door
I can’t stand it anymore
I can’t stand it anymore


I’ve been a Slave to this Addiction much too long
I tried so hard but the affection was too strong
And here I am – just a stranger to myself
I’m all alone – you ignore my cries for help

Life is just a lousy ASSHOLE
Life is just a filthy SWINE
Life is just a road to NOWHERE
Good Luck never has been mine

And I don’t know why

A darkened room and I’m lying on my Bed
All is black – but there are visions in my head
I hear a Voice and it’s driving me insane
And I need you – come to me and ease my Pain

I curse the day I tasted YOU
I felt so good – I felt so strong
but soon I needed more and more and more and MORE

And I open my Eyes
From another Feverdream
To another SUNRISE
The poison in my BLOOD is gone
I look outside
And suddenly I know
that LIFE
After all is still
Worth Living