I’m aware there is something unusual here
I guess I’m used to it being me
Is there something that everyone else can see?
To me it’s still a mystery

No one told me I was just as human
I was just left to assume
And now I have the clues
I don’t know what to do
Maybe if someone would take my hands
And place them firmly on the truth

Why am I ashamed of something I thought I always knew?
Maybe now I realize just how true it is
I can't forgive it!
I never thought I’d be a saint
But when I’m standing at the pearly gates
Will anyone let me in?

Feeling things I could only think about
Feelings things I could only doubt
Realizing what that warmth I felt really meant
Realizing that I like men

No one told me I was just as human
I was just left to assume
And now I have the clues
I don’t know what to do
Maybe if someone would take my hands
And place them firmly on the truth

Why am I ashamed of something I thought I always knew?
Maybe now I realize just how true it is
I can't forgive it!

I’ve never held hands or been kissed or had sex yet
So how can I be sure?
But thoughts of me f***ing a man don’t leave my head
And what if that’s impure?
I’m wishing for some impossible dream
Knowing it's only impossible because its me
Am I sentenced to hell by my birth?
Please let me into the heaven on earth

I am still ashamed of something I thought I always knew
Maybe now I realize just how true it is
I can’t deny it!
I never thought I’d be a saint
But when I’m standing at the pearly gates
Will anyone let me in?

Let me in!
Let me in!

I never thought I’d be a saint
But when I’m standing at the pearly gates
Will anyone let me in?