“I hate this.”

How do you tell if it is silent if you’ve never spoken?
Can’t silence only be observed once it’s been broken?
Sometimes I’d rather not disturb the status quo and
You always hated that. I hate that it's attractive to me

Don’t know what this is - I think I feel a little spark?
When it skips a beat, I think I can confirm I have a heart?
I was wondering if I was simply born without that part
After all, I always felt like love was something I’d outsmart

Anybody else
It could've been anybody else
That I fell for so why is it you?
I didn't meant to feel this way
I hate that I love you

Somebody else
It should've been somebody else
Who could give you the love you deserve
I hate that I love you
I hate that we’ll only get hurt

A duel of wits, and I admit
I think this turns me on a bit
A war’s declared. Your life is spared
But don’t assume I ever cared for you

The more we fight the more I get to see just what you are
As we talk I only spot more of your invisible scars
And it’s pitiful but I don’t turn away the way I should
It’s your fault you ran towards someone like me who’s just no good

(Anybody else, It could’ve anybody else…)

Why is it me?
You never should’ve felt this way
I hate that you love me!

Somebody else
It should've been somebody else
Who could give you the love you deserve
I hate that you love me
I hate that you’ll only get hurt

Why do my questions start with why?
Why would you want someone to die?
Why do my feelings feel like lies?
Why can't I stop crying?

Why would you try to take a life?
Why would you try to take your life?
Why have I never taken mine?
Why can't I stop crying?

Why do I love you? Why do I hate that?
Why is it scary? Why am I shaking?
Why does my heart beat? Why does it matter?
Tell me why I can't stop asking

Why do I want you? Why can't I hold you?
Why do I care and why do I hate it!
Why do I love you? Why do I love you?
Why do I hate this godforsaken love?

Anybody else
It could've been anybody else
That I fell for so why is it you?
I didn't meant to feel this way
I hate that I love you

Somebody else
It should've been somebody else
Who could give you the love you deserve
I hate that I love you
I hate that we ever got hurt