You say you love me but showed me different I'm trippin
Instead I trusted you instead of my intuition
Roll this wood get high like college tuition
Related to the ones that ain't have a pot to piss in
Wishing on a star that will soon burn away
I was chasing my dreams until I turned away
I lacked the confidence wanted to be somebody else
How you believe in me I don't believe in myself
Graduate from high school but they ain't teach wisdom
Niggas killing in the hood I hope I'm not a victim
I'm depressed stressed upset and lost in the system
But when you from poverty these are the symptoms
My life is up and down I'm sick of roller coasters
Told you my deepest fears and then you crossed me over
You cut me off ain't even tell me it was over
Like a bad looking wig I always need closure
I'm traumatized from my childhood
I Became a wild boy in this wild hood
They don't understand me and they probably never will
Never been in my shoes you don't know how I feel

I got money on my mind hoes on my phone
I been on my grind I ain't been at home
Maybe it's a sign correct me if I'm wrong
This big cold world got me feeling so alone
I got money on my mind hoes on my phone
I been on my grind I ain't been at home
Maybe it's a sign correct me if I'm wrong
This big cold world got me feeling so alone

The government against us fuck your rules and your policy
Anti social I'm suffering from anxiety
Broke my heart and never fixed it fuck your apology
You said something on Instagram that was meant for privacy
Eyeing me I know the eye see it all
I ain't scare of dying cuz we rise when we fall
I'm focused gotta keep your eyes on the ball
Watch what you say it's ears behind these walls
You niggas made up I want to be a made nigga
I'm tired of being broke I'm trying to get paid nigga
Sun up until it's down working like a slave nigga
No money I'm in a hole like a gravedigger
People ask me why I ain't got no kids yet
To be real I ain't got much to give yet
But just know if this condom ever pop and she pregnant now
I'll find a way provide for my child
I'm traumatized from my childhood
I Became a wild boy in this wild hood
They don't understand me and they probably never will
Never been in my shoes you don't know how I feel

I got money on my mind hoes on my phone
I been on my grind I ain't been at home
Maybe it's a sign correct me if I'm wrong
This big cold world got me feeling so alone
I got money on my mind hoes on my phone
I been on my grind I ain't been at home
Maybe it's a sign correct me if I'm wrong
This big cold world got me feeling so alone