Know that I can't trust myself
Got the devil on my left
I'm folding save yourself
I don't know how to feel
I Know that I can't trust myself
Got the devil on my left
I can feel my heart slipping away

You ask why I'm distant
cnd never the one that is willing
To express all the things that I feeling
I say that you trippin'
You think I want other women
You think I'm scared of commitment
Then I get offended
Like don't you get all my attention
You don't see all the time we be spending
I just be chilling
I just be minding my business
I'm not concerned with no other bitches
To tell you the truth
I don't want no one but you
But this love shit got me so confused
I been lied to and used
My heart has been battered and bruised
By everyone one I ever knew
I don't believe what you say
I just watch what you do
cnd pay attention to the way that you move
I hate to be rude
But I can't played for a fool
That's why I be playing it coo
I can't open up
Or admit you the one that I love
‘Cause then I would feel like I''m stuck
Got PTSD from last person I loved
I never feel like I'm enough
Maybe I need to chill
cnd take time to properly heal
cnd access all the things that I feel
But you ain't gon' wait
It's written all over your face
You don't even know what to say

Know that I can't trust myself
Got the devil on my left
I'm folding save yourself
I don't know how to feel
I Know that I can't trust myself
Got the devil on my left
I can feel my heart slipping away