Today, all I felt was pain,
my brain perpetuates,
my body strains, adding extra weight.
I'm waiting for a change,
placate my anger, please,
and my hate.

I've been struggling to maintain,
find my own way.
It's different the way I pray,
I know you love me even if you don't say it.

One day I'mma go from this car to a castle.

Sleep in the backseat,
having these bad dreams,
but that shit really don't matter.

Nothing can trap me,
they so distracting,
voices in my head they chatter.
Trying to find answers to questions I can't even fathom,
when I should be focused on me and just trying to travel.

God won't you please,
rid me of bad energy?
Know that this shit is disease,
don't wanna poison my team,
opening up to receive,
all of your divinity,
just wanna do what I please,
all I been doing is grieving,
couldn't tell I was deceiving,
why don't I know my own secrets?
Guess that it's all for a reason,
but right now I just can't see it,
And I been trying to believe it,
switch up what I been perceiving,
see that I really can be it,
but some days I feel like a demon.

Know you relate to this feeling,
cuz' today all I felt was pain.