You said that you need somebody that can hold you down
Somebody that can push away all of those frowns
Trust me, I know, I've been in this position before
Leaving so heartbroken that you're feeling so sore
Now, we took our separate paths
Wish we could really last
Demons have the last laugh, putting us on full blast
But now, I need to remain strong before I do something wrong
And call you up all night when it isn't right
'Cause I treated you like you were the only one
Now, I gotta treat you like a friend, and it weighs a ton
Cover my scars with this bloodstained sleeve
But I know that I won't have any relief
So, I just lock myself up in this fucking room,
And fight off all the thoughts that want to consume
But it doesn't help that I have your picture on the wall
'Cause it reminds me that I gave you my all
'Cause you were so close to me
My dumbass thought we were meant to be
Was I really blind to even see
That you don't really even need me
'Cause I can tell in your eyes, you don't want me anymore
And the thought of that makes me wanna stay here on the floor
I really wanna call you, but I know I'll be ignored
And the pain from that will always make me sore
'Cause I can't afford another heartbreak
So, it doesn't help that you gave me a heartache
So, it doesn't help that I think the love you give is fake
And just thinking about it gives me these headaches
'Cause you were so close to me
My dumbass thought we were meant to be
Was I really blind to even see
That you don't really even need me