I did everything in my power to keep you safe
Cut off all my friends to satisfy your needs
But now that you left, my heart's so chafed
And I'm running outta gauze for this wound that bleeds
Now, you're calling me a psycho
Hope that was a typo
'Cause I drop everything for you
Now, you're treating me like somebody new
And I'm still stuck on us like glue
Trapped inside of my head
Eyes rolled back like an omen
Now, I got all these problems
And I don't know how to solve them
Scrolling through this phone at the dead of night
So I can suppress that I'm not alright
Wish I can leave this tainted flesh
So I can get rid of this pain in my chest
Wait, I don't hear my heartbeat
Up all night with insomnia
So you know that I'm hurt, huh?
So stressed out I don't eat
Got me feeling out of place
Wish that I could just erase
Myself from this situation
Before I'm faced with frustration
And do something that I'll regret
My thoughts spin around, Russian Roulette
Feels like everything I love is fading to black
And I'm so terrified to even call you back

'Cause I know it won't be same
And the love that I gave won't remain
And that just drives me insane
'Cause all you want is my heart strings
'Cause I know it won't be same
And the love that I gave won't remain
And that just drives me insane
'Cause all you want is my heart strings
(Hey, I was just calling to say that it had nothing to do with you. You didn't change. it was me. I changed.)