I think I might have hit the bottom
My mind has fallen
I overthink and then I hit them bottles
I'm taking chances
My life's a lotto

And most of the time it hit
But when it misses
It just pisses me off
I don't come above

My head is circulating real fast
And I can't cut the curve
Why do I deserve this
Fuck my nerves
I don't really want to feel a thing anymore

Cause I've been there before
Looping in my head hasn't stopped from ages ago
I can't turn it down
Umm broken radio
I'm feeling cold like it's snowing
But no runny nose

Cause I've been there before
I thought I'm in control but fuck do I know
I thought I'm in control but fuck do I know man
Maybe soon maybe soon
It's my time to go umm

What am I seeing umm
Pitch black (ah)
Try to stay in focus
But I get distract me
Going for the kill writing this track
And I know this shit might suck
But do you still have this back

And I do diss myself a lot
But it diss back
And I do bite myself a lot
But it bit back

And I knew
I would sink a lot
Relationship that I tell the others take it easy
But I hypocrite that

Cause I've been there before
Looping in my head hasn't stopped from ages ago
I can't turn it down
Umm broken radio
I'm feeling cold like it's snowing
But no runny nose

Cause I've been there before
I thought I'm in control but fuck do I know
I thought I'm in control but fuck do I know man
Maybe soon maybe soon
It's my time to go

I might fuck it all up if I think too much
And I think I'm thinking too much
I know I fuck it all up
Yeah I've been filling my cups right before I go nuts
But the more I pour it in the more I know that's a tub

I might fuck it all up if I think too much
And I think I'm thinking too much
I know I fuck it all up
Yeah I've been filling my cups right before I go nuts
But the more I pour it in the more I know that's a tub

Cause I've been there before
Looping in my head hasn't stopped from ages ago
I can't turn it down
Umm broken radio
I'm feeling cold like it's snowing
But no runny nose

Cause I've been there before
I thought I'm in control but fuck do I know
I thought I'm in control but fuck do I know man
Maybe soon maybe soon
It's my time to go umm umm umm