I just wanna beat the odd's
Think I gotta talk to God
He the only one that's hearing me
He the only one that's getting me
He the only one that's feeling me
He the only one know me for me

I just wanna beat the odd's
Think I gotta talk to God
He the only one that's hearing me
He the only one that's getting me
He the only one that's feeling me
He the only one know me for me

Times like this and I'm just trying my best
I am so young and I'm filled up with stress
Don't know if I'm passing feel like it's a test
I got some energy I lost the rest
Go to school and yea that's draining
Don't know how I'm even maintaining
Sick of doing this complaining
It's been like this and it ain't changing

I'm losing focus,I forgot my goals
I'm going crazy,think I lost control
I think I'm losing,it's taking a toll
I'm giving half and I use to give whole
People seeing me now and now they just scroll
You say my music good I already know
I wanna be better not stuck being low
Wanna give it my all just not give it my soul

I just wanna beat the odd's
Think I gotta talk to God
He the only one that's hearing me
He the only one that's getting me
He the only one that's feeling me
He the only one know me for me

I just wanna beat the odd's
Think I gotta talk to God
He the only one that's hearing me
He the only one that's getting me
He the only one that's feeling me
He the only one know me for me

I'm trying my best,be the best I can be
I'm a homebody,don't be in the streets
Know you going thru stuff,it's not just me
That's why I write lyrics then hop the beat
I was doubted but now I tell them take a seat
I know I got flaws every song not gone eat
I hope one day the ones that hated we can meet
We can talk instead of making post and them tweets

I'm trying be nice and care for someone else
Don't ask how I'm feeling it mess with my health
I'm sick of getting looked at when I take a step
I was there for you every-time you needed help
When you looked at me crazy it's hurt that I felt
It was so many nights that I never even slept
An apology is something that I can't accept