I don't really wanna go to work, don't wanna job
I don't even wanna be myself, I live a lie
I don't even wanna wake up, I wanna die
All of my friends tryna make sure that I survive
I can't never hold it down, I'm super so inconsistent
I just wanna build a family and turn out like my sister
Tryna switch the game up and break the system
Ballin' like it's 2K, baby, I need a swisher
I would probably smoke anything to get out of my feelings
I've been really down and out and I don't like the way I'm feelin
If I see a broken heart, I'll do anything just to heal it
Always backfires, now I'm on the brink
Everybody say I'm perfect, but I can't think-
Of a single fuckin' reason that anybody would love me
Always wear my heart on my sleeve, but now I tuck it
If you say that you love me, I'm fucked up and screamin fuck it
Yeah, I feel like an alcoholic, addicted to escape
I just really want somebody that's gone take the pain away
I just really want somebody with me when I run away
Cause I'm a dirtbag baby, you know Stinky be the name
(And you went and broke my heart)
(So please don't even start)
(And you left me in the dark)
(I don't give a fuck, I don't need yo love)
(I just really, really-)
I don't really wanna go to work, don't wanna job
I don't even wanna be myself, I live a lie
I don't even wanna wake up, I wanna die
All of my friends tryna make sure that I survive
I can't never hold it down, I'm super so inconsistent
I just wanna build a family and turn out like my sister
Tryna switch the game up and break the system
Ballin' like it's 2K, baby, I need a swisher
(And you went and broke my heart)
(So please don't even start)
(And you left me in the dark)
(I don't give a fuck, I don't need yo love)
(I just really, really, really-)