Anytime you text me, I promise I'm on the way (ah)
This ain't a game, I don't play about my-play about my
Drop the case, switch up, I'm going manic
Don't deserve anybody, but I think I deserve a Xanax
Smash a case, uppin up my pace I'm in a race with the devil and I'm staring at his face
I'm corroded, I ain't worth a dime, I ain't worth the time
Little crazy, but I say I'm fine, you know I'm lying
I'm a dirtbag baby, always staying on the road
Don't know where I think I'm going, I just know I'm finna go
I just know I'm finna blow, I'm finna go blow my head off
That ain't a joke, it's a threat
I'm in bed and I wish I was dead, overdose on the meds
Little liar, why you playing with my heart
Really thought that I was special, now I'm living in the dark
Wake up, reset, fuck it, I'ma stay at the start
Yeah, I guess I'm manipulating, deceiving all my feelings myself
Gaslighting all these problems, I'ma burn up myself
Fuck the money, everything that's with it, fuck the recognition
If you feel the evil energy, I promise that I'm in it I'm a-
Trendsetter, everyone around me yeah they trendsettin
That's why everybody sad, thought that I was first turns out I done came in last
I ain't sick, I'm just mad at myself
Anytime you text me, I promise I'm on the way (ah)
This ain't a game, I don't play about my-play about my
Drop the case, switch up, I'm going manic
Don't deserve anybody, but I think I deserve a Xanax
Smash a case, uppin up my pace I'm in a race with the devil and I'm staring at his face
I'm corroded, I ain't worth a dime, I ain't worth the time
Little crazy, but I say I'm fine, you know I'm lying
(I'm a dirtbag baby, always staying on the road)
(Don't know where I think I'm going, I just know I'm finna go)
(I just know I'm finna blow, I'm finna go blow my head off)
(That ain't a joke, it's a threat)