I'm paralyzed by what you said
As the insomnia is creeping in
And I ran to stop you
When you bled
And then I left (then I left)
But I don't wanna
Have to fake a smile for you
When you're excusing everything
That I'm going through
Will I wake up
From this nightmare
And be paralyzed?

Gaslight me
Bring to me
All of the little
Problems I can't fix
Just hurt me
What's the worst
That can happen
If I'm already hurt?
Manipulate me
Fight me till I'm dead
Everything you said
Hurt more than you thought
And lord knows I'm better off
Without you cause all you
Did was make me feel miserable

I'm paralyzed by what you said
As the insomnia is creeping in
And I ran to stop you when you bled
And then I left (then I left)
But I don't wanna
Have to fake a smile for you
When you're excusing everything
That I'm going through
Will I wake up from this nightmare
And be paralyzed?

You pushed me so far over the edge
That I started crying in my dreams
In my dreams

Emotionally abuse me
Fight me till I'm dead
Everything you said was just a lie
And lord knows
I never wanna see
You cause all you did
Was make me feel miserable

I'm paralyzed by what you said
As the insomnia is creeping in
And I ran to stop you when you bled
And then I left (then I left)
But I don't wanna
Have to fake a smile for you
When you're excusing everything
That I'm going through
Will I wake up from this nightmare
And be paralyzed?