Cause it never hurt this bad in this way
Keep trying to replay all my mistakes
How could I put someone else in your place?
Wish I could rewrite all of my fate

Cause it never hurt this bad
It never hurt this bad before
Cause it never hurt this bad
It never hurt this bad before

I hate myself I hate myself, It's all my fault I blame myself
I'll kill myself, I don't deserve to live just send me straight to help
I killed your self-esteem that's unforgiven
cnd all the insecurities now amplified a million
We waging war the women crazy, men just got no feelings
We toxic for each other and we'll never find the serum
cnd at the rate I'm going I'll be alone for forever
Watching my friends grow all with all their families how I'll end up
I take a breath and tell myself do better on the next one
The next one came and went, how did I already just mess up?
Trying to manage expectations versus reality it's all a fallacy
The definition of insanity I let it all repeat

Cause it never hurt this bad in this way
Keep trying to replay all my mistakes
How could I put someone else in your place?
Wish I could rewrite all of my fate

Cause it never hurt this bad
It never hurt this bad before
Cause it never hurt this bad
It never hurt this bad before

I ghosted her, she ghosted me, we no good at transparency
Communication skills I guess I forged that on the resume
See I'm no good at talking I guess that's why I'm a writer
Pressure starting to pile up I'm opposite of a diamond
cnd the more she loving me the more I'm pushing her away
cnd now that time bomb keep ticking just give it a minute, it's gonna detonate
I'm the number one life ruiner, I might screw it up
ct times I thought we had a bright future, slight foolishness
The chronic heartbreaker, the greatest of all time
Now I'm blaming myself, I'm hating myself but never be changing my mind
cpologize for the pain, forgiveness I don't deserve
Now it never hurt this bad before you feel it even worse

Cause it never hurt this bad in this way
Keep trying to replay all my mistakes
How could I put someone else in your place?
Wish I could rewrite all of my fate
Cause it never hurt this bad
It never hurt this bad before
Cause it never hurt this bad
It never hurt this bad before