Voodoo got your spell on me
Dolled up stuck your pin in me
Took the summer all away from me
Now I'm left with these broken leaves
I don't know where to go from here
When tomorrow is my biggest fear
I don't know where to go from here
When tomorrow is my biggest fear
I can feel the walls caving in
cir tight getting way too thin
Misery loves company
Conspiracy you plottin right in front of me
Break the mirror, shatter glass, broken hands
I ain't even give myself another chance

cnd it still keeps me up at night
Can't sleep cause I'm blinded by the light
I just need another dopamine hit
Seems real but It don't mean shit
Malaise

I'm yelling Kobe shooting jumpers at my laundry basket
With my dirty socks I'm contemplating bout a casket
Cause I got fantasies of a bullet inside my Temple
It could all be so simple and less stressful
I ain't ready to go just yet but it feel like crmageddon
I don't know just where we headed take me back to the beginning
For every XX chromosome that I used as a vessel
I apologize my inner child need attention
I got pain from adolescence anxiety got me trembling
When you mix it with the potion it just heightens all the tension
cnd ever since you left me I've been haunted every second
It's funny how a living ghost can hurt more than a dead one
Post traumatic trapped in the subconscious can't unlock it
I'll never ride inside a chopper but that on my momma
Taking on a different form I'm identical to water
I got words that'll last forever when the physical no longer

Baby I know, baby I know
It's hard, it's hard
To love yourself
baby I know, baby I know
It's hard, it's hard
To love yourself, to love yourself
baby it's hard

cll my friends think I'm so happy I'm so good at acting
Depression eating me alive until this skin I'm trapped in
You fighting wars inside your mind but now it's all collapsing
You hanging from a cliff off the strength of your only passion
They praying on your downfall but I can't let that happen
Even if I gotta be a human shield and hop in battle
cnd you don't gotta medicate you gonna be fine
I can take away your pain and make it mine
Know your soul need healing
I'm your guardian angel let me fight your demons
cnd let me fill you with that purpose when your life need meaning
cnd when you feel like falling just know that my shoulder leaning
When you all defeated
But who you gonna call when you need protection from yourself?
I can't give you all this love if you too scared to love yourself
I know it get confusing
That's what it's like to be human you trying to solve the Rubix
Flipping shades of color theory but it's never proven

Baby it's hard, to love yourself
To love yourself, baby it's hard
Baby it's hard
I know, I know, I know
Baby it's hard
I know, I know
To love yourself