I don't want to, fall apart when I think of you
I just want you, to see what I've became
Made myself a name, ever since you passed I will never be the same
Got you tatted on my arm and now I can't just look away
It's only bringing the memories we use to make, I can't take it
I don't have regrets, just wished I told you more
How much I loved you, you gave me so much more
Than I ever deserved looking back now its only ever gonna hurt
Trynna make it right but I only make it worse
I can't go back to fix my words
Sat on my phone in the car driving to school but I wish you knew
That you taught me so much more than you could imagine, I still imagine you here
I know that you're proud of me, I just wish I could hear you say that you're proud of me still
This is permanent ink so I won't let you go
I remember your voice and I remember your tone
I could never feel a void cause I still feel your soul
Always with me I know I'll never be alone
Still listen to the voicemails on my phone, praying every night that heavens where I go
When I'm gone, I just can't wait to see you again, again, again, again
I only want happy memories, I don't wanna think of bad things, only want happy memories
I don't want to, fall apart when I think of you
I just want you, to see what I've became
Made myself a name, ever since you passed I will never be the same
Got you tatted on my arm and now I can't just look away
It's only bringing the memories we use to make, I can't take it