You've always been there my entire life
But as time passed since you passed, see myself looking back
At the little notes that you left, now I'm crying and I only feel regret
Too late to change the past, so I hope this pain won't last
So now I question everything I did, was it my fault or was I just a kid
Even though you've been gone for a minute now
I swear I still hear you in the background
Saying I'm so proud of you and everything you do
Nana I can hear you and I really miss you too
In my dreams we have all these conversations, just for me to wake up and realize that I've been waiting for something that's not there
You, for you to come back, but life ain't like that I know
You, were always there and I just wanna show you that I care
You, won't ever fade cause your mark was permanent in my brain
You, are up in heaven I'll see you one day and that's no question
As time passes by and I become more wise, I see the lessons you left clearer than the sky
But I won't lie sometimes I
Wonder why it had to be you, even after all you had been through
You were such a holy soul but I guess sometimes we all lose
But I'll never see the day, where my memories of you fade
And I pray that it'll all be ok, but how does that work?
I'm praying to not hurt but you're gone and it hurts
So I guess that means I'm still missing
You, you ain't coming back, life is just like that I know
You, were always there and I just wanna show you that I still care
You, still haven't faded cause your mark was permanent in my brain
You, are up in heaven if I see you again that is the question