Do you even really fuck with me?
I've been thinkin' bout this shit, maybe I should let it be
You keep actin' like you fuck with me but it ain't what it seems
I've been sick of all your lying I don't wanna be deceived no longer
Like why even bother, if I know that I'm wasting my time
Stay a little longer, cause I need you right here by my side
Like are you a goner, if I mess it up one more time
I've been messing up all of my life
Then they wonder why I keep it inside
As of lately I can't lie, I don't even feel alive
The way you treat me like shit, how would you feel if I died
The way you treat me like this, then act like you do not mind
Cause you would rather get high, and fuck with that other guy
Ignoring me all the time, and then you're asking me why
So there's no point to try
I feel like nothing at all, why you ignoring my call
I feel like I'm bout to fall
This shit be making me sick, the thought of you this is it
It's making me sick, the thought of you this is it yeah
It's been making me sick
So do you even?
Do you even really fuck with me?
I've been thinkin' bout this shit, maybe I should let it be
You keep actin' like you fuck with me but it ain't what it seems
I've been sick of all your lying I don't wanna be deceived no longer
Like why even bother, if I know that I'm wasting my time
Stay a little longer, cause I need you right here by my side
Like are you a goner, if I mess it up one more time
I've been messing up all of my life
Then they wonder why I keep it inside
Then they wonder why I struggle just to get up in the morning
Living day to day, swear to god my life's so boring
Talking shit to me, I'mma pull up with no warning
I'mma leave his family mourning
Cause I've been mourning for years
And I just bottle my tears
I'll never show them my fears
But I can't lie, I've been scared
Scared of ending up lonely
the time I've spent without you here
I'm needing someone to hold me