I don't remember making this at all, what the fuck
Yeah, why the hell am I alive
Why the hell do I go ahead and do provide
Why the hell do I feel like my whole life is a lie

I feel like I'm in a go ahead and pop a cyanide
Baby, pop the beat, maybe drink some lean
Maybe tell everybody that I'm bout to bleed
Got blood on my shirt, I was left in the dirt

I was kicked to the curb, I was left in a hearse
And I'm drowning inside of the deep fucking curse
They say to put on me, bitch, feel worse
I don't know how to deal with shit, I'm worthless

Everybody telling me my mind is a weapon
I feel like I spent the best thing grabbing all my blessings
Everybody tell me that I'm losing now
I don't know how to deal with shit

I feel like I got blood on the ground
Fuck, and I'm feeling so dumb
I'm feeling so numb, bitch, I'm feeling so faded
I'm grabbing the bottles and drinking the rum

I feel like I ain't breathing away, wanna go back and go
I just wanna head low
Everybody tell me that my mind is so slow
Giving it up, I feel like I'm done

Ayy, fucking it up, I feel like a frog
Ayy, telling everybody that I'm gonna be okay
You know I don't know what to do and I'ma grab the fucking plate
And I be telling people that I'm gonna be okay

Been saying it till the day I die, I really wanna pop a cyanide
I really wanna go ahead and aim a fucking love gun
I'm allergic to it so I might as well go ahead and try
Try, try, one last time

Before I commit suicide
I really wanna end it all and I be deaf when I fall
I feel like I'm taking it back, I feel like I taste when I call
And now I don't know what to do, feeling like I'm gonna go ahead

I feel like I'm involved and I don't know how to go
And everybody telling me that I'm playing
Making violence with my emotions, every single thing that go and goes
And we playing hard to seek and I can't find happiness

Holy shit, I feel like I'm losing it
Can't find happiness
Can't find happiness
Can't find happiness

Playing hard to seek and I can't find happiness
Playing hard to seek and I can't find happiness
What did I do to deserve all this hate
What did I do to deserve all this hate

Can't even pay for food on the plate
Can't even pay for food on the plate
I'm not the type to get angry or sad over these situations
But

I just really feel lost, I feel so depressed
I feel like my life is a lie
I feel like I'm stuck
Inside of

This thing that we call earth
But I just feel like I don't belong here
I really don't think I belong here
I really don't think I belong here

Much love