Before you had that body before you knew yo self
I was tryna build I ain't want no one else
When you realize they don't love you you'll come back and fail
And you'll probably go and fuck him cause you know I care
Tried to be perfect for you but pushed you away
You just need someone to listen but I solved everything
I was just starting to get it but you left anyway
Am I so hard to hold onto
I look around but it ain't no where to run to
Can't even tell myself why I want you
Couldn't even be myself around you
Never wanted to doubt you
Everybody loves when I talk about you and me
It's been killing me loving you got the best of me
But I can't die till I see NYC
Might crash my car escape the memories
It's every sip you take it's every single drink
It's everyone you meet it's every move you make
It's everything you give it's everything you take
Cause karma come back ten times harder every heart you break
And I be fine until they ask me if I been okay
I can barely eat I tried to learn to meditate
It ain't really shit to do but pray for better days
And hope they come just need ramen noodles and lemonade
I was just starting to get it but you left anyway
Am I so hard to hold onto
I look around but it ain't no where to run to
Can't even tell myself why I want you
Couldn't even be myself around you
Never wanted to doubt you
And she so pretty I'm down to change her life whenever she want
I'll never forget we was in the car I said is we really done
I fell apart looking in yo eyes but I just stayed calm
And as a man it's gon be cool it's time to move on
All these years gone
Everything going through my head
All these pictures in my phone
Everything you ever said
You gon miss me when I'm gone
You gon live life with regrets
All them kisses and them hugs hope you ain't moved on yet
I thought I loved her till I dreamt bout you with her in my bed
Wish I could dream bout us instead
Wish I could dream bout us