I know I made a big mistake
I should've let you walk away
If I could've changed today
I know I made a big mistake
I should've let you walk away
If I could've changed today
Why do I feel so sad
I guess it never felt this bad
Waking up with no one here
All the memories disappear
A wall of pictures pictures with no frame
I didn't make my bed today
Every step I take with shame
Without you calling out my name
Yuh, what it do, when you see a bad bitch in front of you
And she be walking she taking like she cool
Three weeks then she cut you off like nothing new, uh
I got her tripping, she got me falling
I'm fighting my demons, the feelings regardless,
Yeah I seen the texts, I seen she calling
Shawty be talking but taking to all 'em but me
How it hurts so I'm fucking pour out all my feelings on the verse
All that I wanted to do was make you feel like you a blessing
But shit hit back depression and it be hitting and it be feeling a curse
Fuck, you just know my name, you don't know my style
Thinking it'll be okay, but you won't be here for a while
I give you a couple days, I give you a couple miles
I give you a couple miles, and then we start acting wild, but fuck it
Nothing comes without this pain
Then how could I walk away
How the fuck could I walk away,
When you left me in the dirt and forgot my name
So what I'm doing with this pen is sipping champagne
Just remember you was fucking with the prodigy
I gave it all away
Fuck it it's enough of this love shit
All of this unfairly temporary trust shit
And now I'm never put my heart in a pedestal
Cause I found that roses could smell like shit too
Kinda want to end right now hand me a pistol
Should've seen the signs earlier all the signals
I miss you, but it's okay imma flex on your ass and get rich too, bitch
I know I made a big mistake
I should've let you walk away
If I could've changed today
I know I made a big mistake
I should've let you walk away
If I could've changed today
Go through a gram a night
And get your head right
I'm seeing signs when I'm high as a kite, goddamn
Hold up wait no
I know this isn't me
I'm not living to chase somebody else's dream
Now I've been attacked
Psychotic check the facts
Nothing ever leaves my mind I'm losing friends to chase a fire
Dropping off and coming back, I might give me a heart attack
It wasn't real I gave my life, to be in love with being high, living on a straight line
Only way to living fine
And now I'm in the crossfire
What is it that I've become
A monster breathing only blood
I guess I hate just what I love
Make the most from dying young
I can't believe it's true
Was it really spiked?
What the hell did that girl do to me that night
I swear to god I'll know
And when I finally do
I'm gonna burn her to the ground for fucking with them too
I know I made a big mistake
I should've let you walk away
If I could've changed today
I know I made a big mistake
I should've let you walk away
If I could've changed today