Feel me as I'm at my worst
I'm trying to brighten the room
Trying to smile
But I could never lie
I don't want to spend every second with you
I'd rather spend some time on my own
Just leave me alone
I'd rather lay and cry
I fear the lack of boundaries that keeps me warm at night
Keeps me warm at night
And I fear the lack of rules, I feel the chaos creeping in
Chaos creeping in, I don't want it again
Funny how perfect strangers don't make me anxious
But when I see you in my dreams
I cant help but wonder or believe
Will I ever fall in love again and feel that warmth inside
Will I be alone until the day I die