I’ve been through hell and back

Yeah

I’ve been through hell and back



I’ve been stressing

I’m just tryna get away

Out here looking for the cure to my pain

Looking for the sunshine through the rain



Came back home and shit is not the same

I’m low for the moment

How will I bounce back?

I rap on track with the hopes of getting my life on track



The shit I’m dealing with is crazy

I question God

Why the fuck did you make me?

My parents should’ve thought twice when it came to having a baby



I know I’m a blessing

I didn’t know blessings were made for stressing

That’s allI’m tryna to say

Don’t be fooled by the smile that’s on my face



I’m still going through the pain

Im trying not to use your name in vain

Things get low and she gets tough

I know what it feels like to feel like you not enough



You can look yourself in the mirror

But to love yourself creates fear

How can I love me?

Why is it always me that’s tryna to hurt me?



Why do I feel so left out?

All I want to do is make my family proud

Some days I feel like I don’t want to live

But I got so much to give



All I need is some patience

Abusing myself mentally because I haven’t made it

That shit really fucks with a young mans head

Got me feeling unstable



I wonder if I’ll able to prosper to make it though

Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose





Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose

Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose

Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose











Afraid to love myself and afraid to love you

I don’t want what I go through to hurt you

I know you had too many guys try to you use

I know you broken down inside



Always on the gram looking at your likes

You see I’m not perfect

I know it sounds weird

But I’m still healing and I’m still hurting



A little conversation with you got me nervous

The last thing I want to do is cause some damage

You got a heart that’s gold and a mind that’s precious

This life can be so confusing, all I really got is this music



I don’t wanna take the drugs

I don’t wanna abuse it

I seen it happen first hand

I know what it does to a family man



I know what it does to a child

Feel like I’ve been running for miles and miles

But I can’t seem to find myself

Fuck love I’ll end by myself



It seems like every time I need some help

I can never get no help

I said fuck love I’ll end up by myself

It’s seems like every time I need some help

I can never get no help

I can never get no help







Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose

Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose

Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose

Afraid to love because who you love you might lose

You might lose