URMY
I'm broken
But not hopeless
I'm not that open
So y'all wouldn't know it
I'm broken
But not hopeless
I lost it real slow and
No one seemed to notice
Now I just cope through my
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
I'm just gone be real
I don't really know how I'm still here
The sun go in the sun come out
I'm stuck in a pickle, don't know how I deal
I don't like people then I feel lonely
They try to tear me down and don't even know me
I tear up at the pics of old me
Don't think I've smiled since 2014
It's demons attacking my peace
But God and angels sitting right beside me
They take L's I'm in the front they need to find peace
But I'd rather move in silence ain't that right G
And I don't even know if I wanna fight back
I don't even wanna fight my own shit like that
I really hope the rainy days end 'fore they end me
But I ain't giving up my gratitude still in me
I'm broken
But not hopeless
I'm not that open
So y'all wouldn't know it
I'm broken
But not hopeless
I lost it real slow and
No one seemed to notice
Now I just cope through my
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
New day, new suicidal thoughts
Everything just stress me out, I should go light up spark
They stay under my comments on my private parts
I age and get more vulnerable I'm exhaust
Lost my best friend to some fuck shit, that's when I gave up on humanity
Why kill myself when these niggas would die to be me and I'm a bad bitch fantasy
I done watched so many people come and go out the door 'cuz they could never handle me
These bitches know I did more than my part, they'll never find a better man than me
I'm broken
But not hopeless
I'm not that open
So y'all wouldn't know it
I'm broken
But not hopeless
I lost it real slow and
No one seemed to notice
Now I just cope through my
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah
Sad boy hours