I drank a bottle of chocolate wine
Opened myself with a dull knife
Just to get to the parts inside of me
That I can't see
And that's just how some things go
Grey skies when the rain falls slow
And I'm not the kind you'd like to meet
I walk through mud on broken feet
But I drank a bottle of chocolate wine
Opened myself with a dull knife
Just to get to the parts inside of me
That I can't see
Oh darling, don't you know
I wear a mask and I put on a show
You've got tickets to the front row
And pluck my feathers one by one
No words unsaid or deeds undone
I put my face through filters
'Cuz I'm terrified to see
The shadows underneath my eyes
The deepest parts of me oh
Sometimes I wish I was stronger
Sometimes I'm glad to be so weak
But I can't do this any longer
As the tears roll down my cheek
And that's just how some things go
I lost my voice at a Fall Out Boy show
Or was it Panic at the Disco
And I count the days but I'm bad at math
Lips stained red with grapes of wrath
I drank a bottle of chocolate wine
Opened myself with a dull knife
Just to get to the parts inside of me
That I can't see