Five whole months and a couple days
Since the day you went away
I guess you'd think that I'd be used to this feeling by now
Took a long drive down memory lane
And now here's something I hate to say
But I still love you and I don't think it'll ever fade out
How could you leave the way you did
No regret or hesitation
We were one until you pulled me apart
Silence killed and you knew it did
Waited for you all night until I got sick
And I forgive you but I hope the next one breaks your heart
Write it out put my feelings on paper
Nothing left but tear soaked letters
That I wrote to you when I tried to find closure
Used me good and gave me a broken heart
You only ever wanted me in the dark
You never even talked about me when we were over
How could you leave the way you did
No regret or hesitation
We were one until you pulled me apart
Silence killed and you knew it did
Waited for you all night til I got sick
And I forgive you but I hope the next one breaks your heart
I hope you feel guilty
For the way you tried to change me
For the late night conversations
When you made promises you wouldn't keep
I hate I let you objectify me
I hate I let you lie to me
I hate that I still love you
After how you treated me
I was just barely seventeen
I couldn't get out of bed for a week
You pointed fingers and blamed me
And said I was the one who stopped talking
When you're the one that didn't want me