There's so many things that I wish I could explain
(Explain)
All this doubt up in my head is rotting my brain
(My brain)
All of this depression is so hard to maintain
(Maintain)
I try to make it work but I expose all my pain
(My pain)
So much shit from my past
Debate if I should relapse
Wonder if I should fight back
Or have a panic attack
They tell me that I'm to nice
And maybe I should think twice
But I should just grab the knife
And say goodbye to this life
I know I have a hard time trusting what you say
(Trusting what you say)
But please understand that I really wasn't born this way
(Really wasn't born this way)
Scars from my past got me used to these damn love games
(Damn love games)
And when I have doubts just know I'm not the one to blame
(The one to blame)
I got trust issues
I got trust issues
I got trust issues
Damn trust issues
Why do I fight
With thoughts up inside my mind
Why do I believe the lies
When you're not here by my side
These scars are a burden
Just know that I been hurting
Why is my stomach turning
When you say not to worry
I'm sorry I doubt
My head is just way to loud
I understand if your out
Just don't leave me here to drown
I been stuck in the past
I wonder how long I'll last
Before I pop them to fast
These pills are all that I have
So much self hate
I wonder if you relate
I've made so many mistakes
And now I think it's to late
My soul will never be free
I'm stuck with this misery
My heart continues to bleed
I wear my scars on my sleeve
I know I have a hard time trusting what you say
(Trusting what you say)
But please understand that I really wasn't born this way
(Really wasn't born this way)
Scars from my past got me used to these damn love games
(Damn love games)
And when I have doubts just know I'm not the one to blame
(The one to blame)
I got trust issues
I got trust issues
I got trust issues
Damn trust issues