Why can't I just fade away
Take one pill so I can escape
Why cant I catch a fucking break
There's so much I got on my plate
I wish I could just disappear
I'm to fucked up to make it clear
I'm always paralyzed by fear
I know that soon my end is near
They say that they need me
Their not making it easy
Feels like nothing can please me
So I go till I'm bleeding
Without me their nothing
I think that their bluffing
All this smoke that I'm puffing
All this pain and this suffering
They say that I cant go
These emotions I don't show
I been feeling so low
I cant let them all know
They say I should move on
They say I should stay strong
That this pain will not last long
But they got it all wrong
I don't wanna breath
I don't wanna be
I can't let them see
The dark side of me
They say I got purpose
I think that I'm worthless
Nobody deserves this
Throw me into the furnace
Why cant I just fade away
Take one pill so I can escape
Why can't I just fade away
Take one pill so I can escape
Why cant I catch a fucking break
There's so much I got on my plate
I wish I could just disappear
I'm to fucked up to make it clear
I'm always paralyzed by fear
I know that soon my end is near