Everyday I'm just tryna get by
One more joint just to keep me in the sky
One more pill just to keep my high
One more night no tears left to cry
Everything always makes me stress
Looking at me you can tell that I'm a mess
Demons in my head putting me to the test
Just a lost soul don't know what's next
I pray to a god I don't believe
Asking the world what's wrong with me
See the devil he's smiling
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Every night wish upon a star
I look for love with a shattered heart
I wonder why I can't go far
When I try I fall apart
Pick the pieces up off the ground
When I die I wont make a sound
When I'm high I cant come down
When I cry I shut them out
When I'm down just leave me be
I'm more depressed than I make it seem
Deep inside I wanna scream
Put me on the guillotine
There's to much shit up in my head
All these thoughts just want me dead
All these pills laying on my bed
I just mask my pain instead
Don't wanna try don't wanna be
Way to much anxiety
All these thoughts it's hard to sleep
Why cant I just rest in peace
If I die who would know
Would they cry would they choke?
Do they know that I'm fucking broke?
Do they think that its just a joke?
Put on the mask so they don't ask
Silent cry when you hear me laugh
Happiness yeah what is that?
Took some pills now fade to black
This world is harsh this world is cold
Might die young before I'm old
All this stress is hard to hold
Might fuck around and sell my soul
Drink and smoke to numb the pain
Suicide is in my brain
I'm about to go insane
Wishing i could fade away
What is hope what is love?
Don't think that I have enough
See the devil he calls my bluff
Saying that I'm fucking done
Close my eyes I'm way to high
Waiting for my last breath tonight
Wish that I could be out of sight
Lost all the will in me to fight
Everyday I'm just tryna get by
One more joint just to keep me in the sky
One more pill just to keep my high
One more night no tears left to cry
Everything always makes me stress
Looking at me you can tell that I'm a mess
Demons in my head putting me to the test
Just a lost soul don't know what's next
I pray to a god I don't believe
Asking the world what's wrong with me
See the devil he's smiling
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Every night wish upon a star
I look for love with a shattered heart
I wonder why I can't go far
When I try I fall apart
Pick the pieces up off the ground
When I die I wont make a sound
When I'm high I cant come down
When I cry I shut them out
When I'm down just leave me be
I'm more depressed than I make it seem
Deep inside I wanna scream
Put me on the guillotine