There's so many things that I wish I could change
Mistakes from my past always rotting my brain
All this guilt and misery is making me go insane
I wish that I could fade and they would forget my name
I try to make amends but there's to much damage
All of this pain is getting so hard to manage
I take another pill and I try not to panic
But then I remember all of the things that I took for granted
I struggle to sleep cuz I been stuck in my head
Thinking about everything that I ever said
I'm tossing and turning I should be sleeping instead
But I'm haunted by the things that I want to forget
I'm faded
I'm jaded
I fake it
I hate it
I'm wasted
Can't take it
Won't make it
I'm changing
Demons
Creeping
I'm bleeding
Not sleeping
Not speaking
Feigning
Weeping
No feeling
Exhausted
Lost it
Nauseous
Unconscious
There's so many things that I wish I could change
Mistakes from my past always rotting my brain
All this guilt and misery is making me go insane
I wish that I could fade and they would forget my name
I try to make amends but there's to much damage
All of this pain is getting so hard to manage
I take another pill and I try not to panic
But then I remember all of the things that I took for granted
I struggle to sleep cuz I been stuck in my head
Thinking about everything that I ever said
I'm tossing and turning I should be sleeping instead
But I'm haunted by the things that I want to forget