Talking to the moon I wanna tell you how it's going
But you don't ever pick up no more
Where'd your spirit go? I swear inna second
I would trade my six feet in for yours
I never said goodbye it still kills me sometimes
Makes me think I could've done more
Excuse me a minute I needa catch my breath
It's my mind and heart preparing for war
I still do the things that we used to do together the memories still come and go
Turning back the clock with the pills time capsule
Hand on my Glock when I'm walking through the valley of shadows
I'm Misunderstood
I try to keep my glass half full though
I been dealing with anxiety n battling depression
Though I fear myself long from the shallow
My head on my shoulders my heart is unsteady this water feel colder it weigh on me heavy
My granny my brother granddaddy together I got you forever like Ed edd n eddy
Yeah love is so scary and death is uneasy you'd think that by now I'd be used to this feeling
I look up to heaven god I know you can hear me jus tell me the reason for taking my angels?
When the storm coming in when the clouds get dark
When the rain starts to pour tell me where you mind roams
Behind closed doors when the demons come out
When the dark unfolds tell me where your heart goes
Scars don't make me younger they say pain is just a teacher
Got you tattooed on my arm so your name could live forever
But forever ain't forever so just love me til whenever
One thing that I know is love doesn't fight fair
Climb up to the heaven reach above the sky
Anything to feel closer to you
When I leave this earth turn me to a shooting star
Angel numbers so I know that it's you
Tell me is it better when we reach the other side
I know that this life gets hard sometimes
My mind starts to wander I'll grieve a lifetime
If it means I don't forget about you
Climb up to the heaven reach above the sky
Anything to feel closer to you
When I leave this earth turn me to a shooting star
Angel numbers so I know that it's you
Tell me is it better when we reach the other side
I know that this life gets hard sometimes
My mind starts to wander I'll grieve a lifetime
If it means I don't forget about you
It would take some time to find the answers
Smoke away the pain in a backwoods
You would see me different if I took away the mask that I wear to disguise all my damage
I don't need you feeling sorry for my trauma
I was taught that sympathy a weakness
Panick attack got my chest tense
I see my angels calling in the distance