Why isn’t calm after the storm?
What am I doing wrong?

I could die
Lonely tonight
Listening shit on the radio
Empty nights
Bottles of wine
Getting so high
Can’t barely save my soul

I’m fucking up all things I’m building up
Tonight there’s no light in the dark
This time the clown won’t lift the party up
You won’t even recognize me

And you will say
I lost my mind
I’m not okay
You’ll say I probably went insane
Saying I’m not the same
I used to fake
While everything were crumbling
inside of me

I will bury
Myself on my grave
I’ll die slowly
So you can see the day
That one was never me
I used to fake
While everything were crumbling
inside of me
Ah the most dramatic night ah

My optimism was a mask
So people would never ask
How dark is my soul
I know my heroes overdose
I’m just trying to save those
Who had loved me most

I’m fucking up all things I’m building up
Tonight there’s no light in the dark
This time the clown won’t lift the party up
You won’t even recognize me

And you will say
I lost my mind
I’m not okay
You’ll say I probably went insane
Saying I’m not the same
I used to fake
While everything were crumbling
inside of me

I will bury
My own self on my grave
I’ll die slowly
So you can see the day
That one was never me
I used to fake
While everything were crumbling
inside of me

Ahhhhhhh
The most dramatic night
no more begging for my life
I’ll let go this time
Hearing your prayers

And you will say
I lost my mind
I’m not okay
You’ll say I probably went insane
Saying I’m not the same
I used to fake
While everything were crumbling
inside of me

I will bury
My own self on my grave
I’ll die slowly
So you can see the day
That one was never me
I used to fake
While everything were crumbling
inside of me

Ahhhhhhh
The most dramatic night
no more begging for my life
I’ll let go this time
Hearing your prayers