When we next meet again
Is mine the face you'll want to see?
Is this the promised land
That we would talk about when we were thirteen?
Was this always your plan?
You know they just love to see me squirm
You taught me how to swim
But never told me nobody here breathes
I feel a little bit worn out so let's drink it off tonight
No time to worry, you don't when you'll
Sigh, let out that breath you're holding in
Don't call us friends, we're just a way to justify your sins
You don't want to see
All the different pieces inside of me
Singing quiet, go home
Nobody here really likes you!
They never leave me be
So I'll never leave my bed again
Talking to my pillow, I guess the world's just waiting for me to end
We've got all these problems that we keep inside
We'll try to fight them with these friends and the drugs we do tonight
Let's just ride our bikes
It's only like a mile
And if we make it home then you can smile, say hey we didn't die
Medicine to rot your teeth
The poison in the well of your kidneys
Tell me are you feeling better?
We all like you better like this
The fever never peaks
So it never breaks or goes away
Just a constant headache
Constantly regretting yesterday
When the sun comes up we pass out
These days the corners of your smiles are all pulling down
We've got all these problems that we keep inside
We'll try to fight them with these jokes about wishing we could die
And you say I'm fine, and I will be alright
But can you tell me why these are the only times I feel alive?