Everything reminds me of back then
So I let the backyard burn down
Living room caved in
Smoke cigarettes after two AM on the porch
That's the plan
Romanticize new failures
Old friend
We can say its for character development
When I scream I know that you won't hear me
Doesn't matter that there's nothing
That I wouldn't give
To see your face again
Everything is greyed out, just like if
Color bled from the TV
The sound from the couch is the static I hear
Between small bouts of anger
And a tall can of beer, so I
Wait patiently for my next turn and
Search desperately for words to reverse this hurt
Nothing will stop my vision from blurring
Been drinking since seven thirty
I lost myself
Twenty different versions of a played out cassette
Thirty cigarette burns on the case it came in
Sharpie mark initials in a different language
I'm high, so what's it say then?
Sixteen years since your last good memory
You won't smile since you can't trust me
Does your dad know he fucked you up?
Can't learn to get close
Can't learn to love
Twenty different versions of a played out cassette
Thirty cigarette burns on the case it came in
Sharpie mark initials in a different language
I'm high, so what's it say then?
Sixteen years since your last good memory
You won't smile since you can't trust me
Does your dad know he fucked you up?
Can't learn to get close
Can't learn to
Wait patiently for my next turn and
Search desperately for words to reverse this hurt
Nothing will stop my vision from blurring
Been drinking since seven thirty
And now I
Cry loudly and raise up a glass
To the air that inhabits
The space of the place we shared
Nothing will mend your cord now its severed
Whatever, nothing lasts forever
I know you're gone